kinda the only way i can put my feelings into words right now…if that even counts as putting them into words…i’m just confused.

i’m over you.

but when you try to mess with me to test me, i idiotically fall for it.

you kissed me.

after we broke up.

and no matter how much we say it did’t happen,

it did.

i kno you’re trying to test me, to push me to see how far i’ll bend for you.

FYI. i’m getting close to snapping.

i really want you to be happy.

i still kind of wish that could mean with me.

i still hold grudges about the ways you’ve hurt me.

but i’ve also let them go.

i don’t know whether to hate you,

or to love you.

i’m kinda in limbo.

indifferent.