to know all this time you really still loved her. i guess i always knew. just hurts to hear it all confirmed.

then again maybe it just hurts cause it hurts my pride. to know i’ve never really been your first choice. it’s her. it’s always been her. it always will be her.

i hope you get her someday, just because i really do love you (in a completely platonic way). and because i genuinely care about you, i genuinely want you to be happy.